Yesterday was 4 years since you passed, i got through the day trying to remain positive that i will see you again and that you are by my side, standing at your graveside attending to your flowers and asking myself why i am here instead of tidying your bedroom or taking you to work. why my son what has he ever done to be taken at 21 years of age, missing out on his neice whom knows about her uncle matthew and yet never met him, she is so like you matty cheeky and always has a smile and a hug yet never gives kisses that easily as she likes to think she is tormenting you by keeping them to herself. i love you so much matty all my love mum xxxxxxx