IT Has been 3 years since you passed away but they say life gets easier. what a joke my life has got harder each day without you matthew, i miss you more now then ever, i have started to walk along side you but it is really hard to drag myself along some days. your sister will be 21 on sunday the age i lost you, how hard it is to try and be positive for naomi but in my heart im scared it could happen again, if only i knew why god took you away it might make my thoughts alittle easier to bear, i miss you matty so much love mum